It's hard to describe that feeling of waiting for board scores.
If you are lucky, the days and weeks following a board exam are
busy enough to distract from what feels like impending doom. The
day gets put on the calendar and slowly approaches. The night
before, there's this nagging feeling like something big is
happening tomorrow. And then there's the sinking feeling, when I
realize what it is. The nausea sets in, and maybe a headache. Time
ticks so extremely slowly. It's like Christmas Eve, and you're 6
years old, but waiting for the zombie apocalypse. Morning comes. 8
am rolls around. Scores are in. Sitting in clinic seeing patients,
I try not to think about what's waiting for me. Others have already
checked. They passed! Congrats to them. I want to throw up.
I'm sure that they're smarter than I am. They must be; they
passed. I don't know what my scores are. I'm too chicken to check.
Patients roll through the clinic and I am trying not to think about
it. Good thing I have complicated patients. "Thanks for the
challenges and the distractions," I keep thinking to myself. Oh no.
I remember what I have to do when I get home. The day is over. And
even though I've stayed late to try to distract myself and get all
of my paperwork done, I don't want to go home. I don't want to see
my scores. It's the end of the world.
I make the drive, get home, and Grey meets me at the door. "I
have to do something," I say. He's telling me about his day. I sit
down and open my computer: NBCE in the Google window. And then I
wait. All that stress to a final moment I click on the link:
September 2014 scores. Click. One eye open, the other looking
through fingers, squinting, scared -- Grey is still talking to me,
trying to distract me. I can't look. I open my eyes. No stars. NO
STARS!!!! There are NO STARS!!!! I passed. (Stars mean that a score
isn't passing. If there's a star there, then the score is too low.)
All of that stress for absolutely nothing. The scores are fine. OK,
now I can go on with my life. Done. *Whew*
Now that all of that's done...
Last week, I had the great pleasure of participating in "All
College Day" for SPC. At All College Day, all of the SPC campuses
and staff come together for workshops and seminars. It also gives
all of the University Partnership Program participants and
affiliates a chance to come out, remind people that we're still
here, do some demonstrations, and hopefully bring some new patients
to the clinic. There were two sessions, a morning and afternoon.
Julia, Daniele, Brian, and Manuel held down the fort in the
morning, and Theresa, Antoinette, and I kept things under control
in the afternoon. Of course, Dr. Harrison accompanied us throughout
the day. It was a great day!
Many of the staff weren't aware that the clinic was available
for them. I've said this before, but I always love the response I
get from people when they hear "free healthcare." We were using the
G4 Massager and giving free massages, and also performing postural
screening and giving evaluations. It was a TON of fun. It's nice to
get out of the office every once in a while and do some outreach.
But also amazing to reach some new people, and see them come into
the clinic shortly thereafter. It's also great to see some of our
patients out running around in their natural environments.
Lots of incredible things coming up in the next few weeks; I'm
on to the next great adventure. Part IV Boards.
Have a Great One, Everybody!!!!!
In case you're not familiar with the NUHS Florida site, we share
space with St. Petersburg College as part of the University
Partnership Program. This means that NUHS, along with Barry
University, FSU, USF, Case -- Bolton School of Nursing, Cleveland
State University, and a whole bunch of other schools share some
space with us. We don't often use the same classrooms, but we do
have shared hallways and things like that. As part of the
University Partnership Program, NUHS offers free exams and
chiropractic care to all of the University Partnership participants
(including SPC) and their immediate families. Check out
As part of SPC's health initiative,
they've started adding automated blood pressure cuffs to some of their campuses. There are 10 different
campuses in the area for SPC. In order to help us "get the word
out," SPC has invited us to give information to students at these
campuses, regarding blood pressure and cardiovascular health.
Last week, I had the great pleasure of spending a couple of
hours with Dr. Michelle Jourdan and Intern Roshaun Hardy. We must
have talked to a half dozen faculty members, including the provost
at that campus, and also at least a dozen students -- who didn't
know we were there.
There's something magical about seeing someone's face when you
say the words "free healthcare." Many of these students are local,
without health insurance, and have no idea that such a service
exists. I'm hoping we see more of them in the clinic. I think we'd
all be really happy if we were super busy -- but also that we're
providing such a needed service. It was a great session.
Unfortunately, I didn't take any pictures to share with you
There will be more events to share, and more outreach. In fact,
we're participating in SPC's "All College Day" and their "Career
Day" coming up later this month. Should be great! We may even be
doing some presentations to let people know what we're all about.
Who knows? We may end up with some more students because of it!
Grey and I have been looking at colleges. For those that haven't
been following that story -- Grey graduates right after I do, and
has been looking at colleges. I think he has his list narrowed down
to about 6. We'll be writing applications here pretty soon. Some of
the deadlines are in November for next fall! I can't even wrap my
head around that. His front-runner is still the University of
Washington, but we've found a few others that seem to have good
programs he's interested in. We shall see what all pans out.
I'm reconnecting with people I've lost contact with and getting
anxious to start looking for jobs. Boards are in about a month --
which is also hard for me to believe. We're checking off boxes and
crossing things off the list. This might actually happen.
Have a Great Week, Everybody. Stay warm and dry, wherever you
I'm back from the mountains of North Carolina, where I spent
from last Thursday through Sunday. It was, as it always is, a
life-changing event. I learned so much from everything I
experienced there, and everyone that I met. My life is forever
changed. Coming back from such a life-altering experience is always
really hard. I find myself struggling with motivation, coping with
what we call the "default world," and dealing with daily
obligations. It's funny how being apart from civilization gives a
completely different perspective on what civilization actually
On the way up the mountain
I may have mentioned Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs before. Maslow
postulated that in order for humans to function, they must have
certain needs met. The fields of psychology, sociology and
anthropology have embraced Maslow's theory, on some level, and run
with it--proposing that everything from the basis of emotional
well-being, to the likelihood of success, stems from these needs
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When out, away from civilization and the comforts of "home,"
people tend to do one of two things: they think about how much they
miss the comforts of home; or they realize how little those
comforts actually comfort them. I tend to be the latter, rather
than the former. Don't get me wrong, I would have loved a warm, dry
place to sleep, but for the most part, I didn't miss the Internet,
television, my cell phone, or even electricity.
Being apart from society and civilization would imply that we're
apart from each other. But that's not the case. I've found that
when I'm out in the woods, with other people, that that is when
society actually begins. We form a tribe, a family. I often wonder
why we don't do that, when we're among each other in the default
As students, we've been through several years of schooling
together. We're nearing the end. Stress is running VERY high among
our group. We're finding ourselves more anxious, more
short-tempered, more ready to judge, bicker, harass, and goad each
other. For those of us that have become close, we're finding it
easier to support, empathize, listen, and care for each other.
Perhaps some of this is because we know we won't be together for
much longer. Perhaps the rest of it is that we're so unsure of what
comes next. Perhaps some of us view each other as the member of the
family that we really don't want to associate with (because we
didn't get to pick this family).
In just under 9 months, we'll all go our separate ways. Some of
us will be friends for the rest of our lives. Some of us will never
hear from or see each other again. Just like my past weekend, some
of us will be friends for the remainder of our lives, and others
I'll never see again.
We have the opportunity every day to contribute to someone's
hierarchy of needs. We can build each other up, nurture each other,
be family (the good kind), and contribute to each other's
well-being, not just our patients.
Last, I want to plug some of the upper trimester classmates
who've been doing some good
community outreach work. My hat's off to you guys. You're
making it happen.
Until next week, my friends, I challenge you to think about how
your needs are being met, what you really need and want in your
lives, and who and how you view "family."
How was everybody's weekend? Long weekends are magical. They
never seem long enough, but at the same time get packed just enough
so there's some downtime. This was just such a weekend. Friday
night was out with friends. Saturday night was master's work and
recovering from Friday night.
Sunday morning, I got up EARLY, and with a number of my fellow
classmates, went and volunteered at the St. Pete Beach Classic. We
had a blast! The runners hit our water stand both coming and going
(since we were the first water stop). Some people were obviously
there to win. Others were just there for fun. With nearly every
person, I found myself diagnosing pathology: torticollis,
pronation, arthritis, and scoliosis. Blame it on the day job -- at
some point that's what happens. Of course, it was also obvious that
whatever was going on with these runners, none of it was stopping
anybody. Determination is the name of the game.
There were people running dressed up. One girl was wearing a
tutu (girl after my own heart). And my absolute favorite was Mr.
Incredible. I got to meet Mr. Incredible!!!!!!
Our whole crew was amazing. We never missed a beat with the
cheering and hand-offs. Runners were appreciative. For people who
came out alarmingly early and stood out in the cold (I needed
gloves!), we were all in great spirits. Andres had the best
water/Gatorade handoff ever with the "lunge and reach," and Yussef
was the world's fastest cup grabber -- rivaling a limber tennis
ball boy. I'm hoping that I get to work another volunteer event
with this crew.
This coming weekend in Tampa Bay is the Gasparilla Festival. Things always get a little
bit crazy. It's one of those events where you might decide to go,
just to say you went, but then never go again. Or maybe it's
something you'll be hooked on for your entire stay here. You never
know. But brace yourselves lads and lasses, we're about to be
invaded by pirates!
Batten down the hatches, kids!
Have a great week!
This is one of those times when writing the blog is tough,
because I can't remember all of the things I've done over the last
week! I'm to the point where I'm keeping daily lists so things
don't fall through the cracks. There's just so much to do and so
much to study for.
Last week I had 2 exams, and this coming week, 2 exams and 2
quizzes. Next week (brace yourself), there are 5 exams. I've always
wondered why we do things this way. Five exams in one week are too
many. It's just as if it were finals. But, here we are.
I was able to join some of my classmates out on Friday night. It
seems that a good time was had by all. We were able to meet some of
the first trimester folks that I'd missed from the First Tri Mixer.
They all seem really great. One of the drawbacks to the way our
campus is set up here is that the students are spread out to four
different places. We have the basic science students in one
location, the clinical science students in another, and the interns
in two different clinic locations. So, once someone crosses over
into a different area, we don't always see each other again--unless
we make an effort to do so. So that's why the mixers and impromptu
get-togethers are really important. It gives us a chance to meet
some of the other students from different locations.
I like how cohesive our group is in particular. I've mentioned
this before, but we really do become somewhat of a family. After
all, we spend five days a week, together, ALL day. If we don't love
or hate each other by the end, there's something wrong. Those that
have joined our original four members have been welcome additions.
And of course we miss those that have left us--whether they
transferred campuses to Lombard, or decided to slow down. Most of
my original class is now in the same building. It's good to see
them every day again. I've missed them.
As if I didn't have enough going on, last week, I started the
Master's Degree in Human Nutrition and Functional Medicine through
the University of Western States. The program is all online and we
have students from literally all over the world. The program there
is a wonderful complement to the program here. Since my goal is to
have an integrative, functional medicine practice, it's a great fit
for me. My goal is to complete the master's about the same time I
finish here at National. I'll let you all know how that's
Time management and prioritizing are absolutely key to
maintaining some semblance of sanity with all this coursework. I'm
not sure I'm there yet--but I'm working on it. Of course, anyone
that knows me knows that I'm at least partly insane, so I must have
lost something somewhere. Calendars, schedules, lists, planning,
and keeping track of everything that has to be done is extremely
important. On top of that, checking all of those things off the
list is extremely fulfilling. I have to remember to ONLY put things
on the list that HAVE to be done--no lofty ambitions, week-long
projects, or 5-year goals. My lists sometimes get out of
control--admittedly, and sometimes they end up with the weirdest,
most random thoughts written on them--like philosophical questions.
And THAT could go anywhere. :)
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I took a few minutes out of studying on Saturday to go to a
ROOTS seed and plant share event. We grew a lot of our own food
when I was growing up, and as I've had space, have tried to do the
same off and on. Now that I have some yard space, I'm working on it
again. Let me just say that this event was absolutely amazing.
People from the local area bring seeds they've collected,
cuttings, plants, trees--you name it--and they just give it away. I
took some Aloe seeds that my plant had put out last year. I'd been
saving them for quite a while. I honestly didn't even know that
Aloe seeded; I'd only seen people plant Aloe by cutting. The Aloe
plant that produced the seed was gifted to me a few years ago from
a fellow student, so it only seemed fitting that I gift its
progeny. In return, I was gifted pumpkin seeds, stevia seeds,
loofah seeds, and heirloom squash seeds. I was hoping for loofah,
but couldn't believe how much was there!?! A lady tried to send me
home with a bag full of about 500 seeds! People were so generous.
I'm eternally grateful, and hopefully my garden will be booming
here in a couple of weeks. Since I've never had a fall garden
before, I have no idea what to expect. We shall see.
Happy Studying and Organizing everyone! Have a great week!
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