How's everybody doing? It's Week 12 of the tri--4 weeks left
(including this one we're starting).
Well, it's no secret to those close to me that I've had a really
hard time focusing this tri. There've been sooo many distractions.
I'm convinced that it's also this time of year that makes this tri
so difficult--last year at this time I was struggling as well.
Perhaps it's the wanderlust of summer, or the fact that we're
perpetually in class. I'm not sure. Regardless, I'll be glad when
this Tri is over.
I've been working really hard to try to keep my wits about me.
At some point, I think it's common for all students to get
discouraged--whether we feel like we've been in school for 4
million years, are burnt out from studying all the time, need a
break, or have Life intervene. It's OK to have times like this.
I've taken a few trips, gotten involved in some outside
activities apart from school, and spent time doing things other
than school and studying. This past week/weekend, I participated in
a gathering of Kindred Spirits--kind of like a family reunion near
Asheville, NC. There were about 2,500 people there. Anytime there's
a gathering of that size, there has to be an infrastructure. We
have our own staff: medical, behavioral medicine, "law"
enforcement, etc.--all based on volunteers. I have been to this
event before and I usually volunteer for the medical staff. This
time, I volunteered for behavioral medicine--which was amazing. I
did end up filling in for some of the medical staff (with
certifications in first aid, etc.), but the behavioral
stuff--counseling and talking to people, was amazing. There were
times when it was a comfort to people who just knew that we were
there, holding space, should they need something or someone to talk
to. I love being able to give back.
I was able to reconnect with friends that I'd not seen in years.
There were local people there that I didn't know would be
there--and we were able to reconnect. I made new friends and new
connections that I will probably carry with me for the rest of my
life. Some of these people may be my patients later on. Some may be
my colleagues. Some are now just Family.
After such an amazing experience this weekend, I have to refocus
myself for finals (and boards). I hope that I will be able to find
that focus, and use my joy from the weekend, my beautiful
experiences with so many people, and my newfound connections, to
feed my Soul and keep me going.
What do you need to stay inspired?
Let's Play "Air Orchestra!"